So sorry!!!

Sorry for not updating.

Was lazy.

Now, i know managing 2 blogs can be tiring... ...

1 more week to hoildays!!!
But i have to go back to school for extra lesson. :(

Then i didn't do well for biology, so miss Tang may talk to me if she has time.

Then 我要默熟语30条. Actually i need to 默60条 in total. But we have 2 'test', so 是30条 each time.

Wish me luck!!!!

I'm just... ...

Yesterday was my birthday, but it wasn't pure fun and happiness. It was bittersweet.

It was fun until 7 pm, then the horizon swam in front of me. I don't think my life will ever be the same again. Unless she appears in front of me, again.

C., Please check your email.

My seventh post...

Well, this will sum up my seven posts. I have met the minimum requirement. :) Now i just need to work on the 3 comments. But if i have time, i'll still update!

Today was ok. Actually, it was rather brillant. Ms Kok didn't assign and homework, apart for the 'national day' worksheet. At least we still have about a week to complete it.

Humanities was fun as well. Mr Koh went through another school's paper while joking with us at the same time. i enjoyed humanities. I always do!!!! :)

I have physics speedtest tmr, but i sort of studied for it yesterday. This means i can concentrate on biology today!!!! YAY!!!! SUPER YAY!!!! :D

Gotta run!!!

My sixth post... ...

Well, today's rather hectic. Me and Phoebe started passing notes in class, discussing what some people would think is very lame. I seriously need to improve on my typing, i keep making so many typing errors.

Chemistry was fun though. We were in the lab. But my results weren't very good though. I needed to do the titration 4 times... ... But i manage to do the calculation questions!!! YAY!!!

After chemistry was english and biology. Nothing eventfull happened during that time. :( We started on a new chapter for biology, Respiration. It seems to be quite an interesting chapter.

Anyway, more from me next time. I'll be going to do my homework!!!

See ya!

My fifth post... ...

It's 3.46 pm and i just completed all my homework. Don't blame me, application of trigonometry's so difficult. I don't even know how to do most of the questions. People tell me, 'practice makes perfect". I know that, everyone knows that. But how am i supposed to practice when my foundation isn't strong???

I think this blog thing is rather nice actually. I get to use the computer. :)

Sigh, the weekends coming to an end... ... :(

On the other hand, there's only 4 days of lessons and half a day of celebration, so it's not that bad... ...

My fourth entry... ...

Friday, the last day of the week. YAY!!!!

It was rather fun actually. All the lessons were rather enjoyable, especially geography. Our teacher even gave us a 'pop-up' diagram for the chapter. :) Physics was a little dry though, it always is.

But chinese was rather boring. We went through one 'lesson' in the textbook and discussed it fot 2 whole periods. 沈老师 said the topic was a 论说文 compo. They really can link one thing to another. :/ We even have to do a worksheet concerning the lesson... ...

Thank goodness yesterday was a Friday. I can have 1 day's rest. :)

Now i'm stuck with doing homework... :(

My third entry... ...

Today was no better than yesterday. Well maybe alittle, but not a lot.

Jo Ann didn't came to school today. She's down with fever again. :(

Miss Tang took 15 minutes before Form Teachers' period to close the chapter on transport in humans. I didn't get lost!!! I followed throughout!!! If this goes on, my biology grade may improve!!! :D

Then came chemistry. Miss Fu didn't come to school. I thought we would get the period off, but Miss Wong came in and gave us the quiz, and to go through the practical worksheet. I didn't really understand anything, especially the calculations part. I nearly drowned.

Maths was the same. Miss Kok came in and went through some questions, before allowing us to complete the rest on our own.

The dreaded chinese lesson was after recess. Jia Wen and i had a lot of fun. I guess we were making quite a lot of noise. '沈老师' came and asked us, " 你们没有东西做啊？功课都做完了吗？做完了就读直通车。" Then she sort of hit my head with her pen... ... :( Were we really that noisy??? What she did was so not nice. The wet blanket in the mist of such fun... ...

Then came our biology practical. I didn't really complete the experiment... ... Poor time management. :( Must improve on that.

I wonder what tomorrow will bring... ...

My second entry...

Nothing unusual happened in school today. Everything was the same. It was biology followed by chemistry and physics. I actually enjoyed biology!!! Or should I say, I actually followed the lesson. I usually get a little lost halfway through the lesson. But chemistry wasn't very nice. I didn't get half of what Miss Fu was saying at all!!!

After recess was maths and the chinese. Nothing eventful (did i spell that right?) happened during math and chinese. 'Shen lao shi' had to leave early for something so i had 1 whole period off, and i wasted it all... ... :(

Anyway, I hope tomorrow'll be more exciting, or at least, more fun! :)

See you tomorrow!!!

Personal recount. My 1st entry... ...

Well, ms Teo told us today that we had to do personal recount in the form of a blog. So here goes nothing!

Today started off as usual, lessons in school. But we celebrated ms Tang's birthday!!! It wasn't really a celebration, but we did sing her a birthday song.

Next came p.e. and our teacher didn't come, so we ended up playing by ourselves. It wasn't nice, but it wasn't bad either... I guess it was okay then...

But i did enjoy Mr Koh's lesson though. It was very fun and we laughed alot!!!!

Maths was the last 2 periods but Ms Kok had to leave early for invigilation duty so we ended up doing our work by ourselves...

Anyway, i've gotta go!!!

I'm so tired...

Hellos. It's been a long time since i last updated. :) Life's been rather calm and there isn't much excitement... ...

Anyway, the main reason i'm here is to wish Jia Wen all the best for her 'O' Level oral today. She should be in the waiting room now, or face-to-face with the examiner! I had my share of it last Friday... Much to my surprise, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be! The examiners were very nice and they kept smiling... ...

School's rather tiring. I have lots of homework everyday and the work load seems to increase bit by bit each day.

I just received a letter from the school that we won't be having cca for July and August. I wonder how the national day celebration would be this year, with the H1N1. We can't be in a big class for more than 45 minutes.

My birthday's coming!!! I can't wait!!!! :)

This holiday... ...

I don't know how to describe it.

The enjoyable part... ...

The time i went out with my friends. I enjoyed that alot. And me going shopping with my mum. I spent a lot of money!!! I didn't even know I spent that much until my mum showed me all the bills. God, I spent close to a thousand dollars in 3 days!! I must try to cut back on my spending habit.

The lousy part... ...

My parents don't allow me to go out because of the H1N1. The school trip to New Zealand was also cancelled because of it. :( I was so looking forward to it! A holiday with my friends, Melissa and Jia Wen.

I also said I wanted to revise. Actually, I didn't. I only completed the 1st 2 chapters for physics before I chucked my books aside... ... And by doing so, I let my parents down again. Something I swore not to do anymore... ... Oh My God.

The result... ...

So I'm stuck at home, staring at the 4 walls of my room, watching tv, using the computer or just lazing around. And i have not completed my homework. I'm still left with a math and chemistry.

I gotta try and finish my homework... ...

Bye for now!

Thank You... ...

I dunno why, but i have this sudden urge to say thank you to my 3 best friends.

Sometimes i feel rather wierd around them, but it's only temporary. Thank you all for being there when i need you. I'm really grateful for that. I will always hold on to all the memories that we have together, whether it's of us enjoying ourselves or just being there for each other. I want you to know that no one can ever replace you, not in my memories, not now, not tomorrow, not forever.

I want to tell all of them, especially 1, that i wish i can hold on to you forever, and never let you go. Please don't leave. I may neglect you sometimes, but you are special to me. I just want you to know that. I want all of you to know that.

I know this isn't me at all, and i may never tell you all this in person. But i just want you 3 to know that i mean what i just said... ...

Thank You!

We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility of our future

Yesterday was Meet-the-Parents session. I was darn nervous since i failed my additional mathematics paper... ... but i didn't need too. I passed everything! And my lowest grade was c5! I have 2 A1, 1 A2, 3 B3 and 2 C5. Not bad, considering all my grades were lousy if not for help from my common test, which i had all A's except for chinese, which was a c6/c5. I can't remember... ...

I don't know why, but mummy didn't seem really upset when she saw my report book. She usually gets rather worked up. Miss Tang said i did really well for my physics(71), but she was shocked at my biology(58), and that i put in consistant effort throughout the term and i have to be given credit for this. I guess this helped a bit.

By the way, that quote was from someone, but i don't know who since i seem to have misplaced my school diary. The quote from my previous entry is also from my school diary. I've found a few rather nice quotes and have commited them to memory, but i can't seem to remember who said them.

I won't want to let my parents down again, which is why i'm going to study this holiday, and practice piano. I've neglected the latter since the release of results, on Monday. Studying during the holidays is something i have never done before, except the doing of homework... ... And i have tonnes of it this holiday! :( I really have to manage my time properly. Wish me luck!!! :)

Lastly, happy holidays everyone!!!!

No one ever did, or ever will, escape the consequences of his actions. Including me... ...

Well, me and Phoebe were stuck in the toilet during flag-raising ceremony today, again. The both of us seem to always do this... I wonder why... ...

I thought that was a good start to today, but it turned out that our bad day, or rather my bad day, had just begun.

I got back my exam scripts and i failed my additional mathematics. I was stunned. I thought i would at least pass, but i didn't. The paper was tough, yes, but i did know how to do most of the questions.(Well, not really. I knew how to do parts of most of the questions) I just passed my chemistry and biology, and higher chinese. Higher chinese wasn't a surprise, i always just scraped through. But my chemistry and biology was a real big surprise. Biology not so much, since i'm never really good at biology, but chemistry was. I anticipated that i wouldn't get really good marks, but i didn't realise that i would do so badly. I didn't really do that well for combined humanities either... ...

But i am proud of my only 'A' , for physics. I just love physics!!!

I didn't cry when i received my exam scripts. But i did when i phoned mummy. It didn't feel good at all. No. She didn't scold me, she didn't even get angry, which made me feel even worse. She just told me to work harder the next time round. I don't know why, but it made me feel very terrible. She didn't even scold me when i got home. It's like nothing happened. God, i cried 5 oceans of tears before the exam, why not now???

Maybe mummy sort of anticipated it, since i didn't really work hard this term. But the fact that she didn't scold me really shocked me!!! God, i feel so guilty, letting her down like this. Not only mummy, daddy as well. He tried so hard to teach me all the stuff that i didn't know, at the expense of not doing his work just to help me, yet i had to do this to him. Daddy slept really late on those nights that he had to teach me, he had to pack his stuff after i was done. And i had to do this to him. I really feel terrible. I really let daddy down this time, and mummy too. I let the both of them down. Big time too.

Gosh. I'm crying again. I can't stop myself. I guess it's my guilt. I really don't want this to happen. I really didn't. I hope i can make up for what i did to them. I really do... ...

Why don't things go the way i want???

I went to piano class on friday. I thought i had made a vast improvement for my sight-reading since its the first time i passed it in 6 years. Then my teacher had to go and spoil everything by telling me "Your sight-reading ah... ... You're grade 7 now know, not grade 1." Why did she have to spoil everything? It's not like i deliberately want to fail it for 6 straight years or something??? Then she became very strict and made me do 5 sight-reading exercises. Darn! I hate those exercises!!!!!

Anyway, i didn't enjoy piano class at all. We would usually have fun trying out all the new pieces, and me making all the mistakes... ... But i had fun! Well, it's not my fault, I think.

I think i'm getting my exam results back tmr. I am so dead. I just hope i pass all my subjects. If i don't, then i may vanish from the surface of Earth all together. Or maybe i should just work harder the next time round... ...

Anyway, i gotta go. My very random aunt is supposed to come any minute now... ... She'll spoil my whole day. :( So sad.

Bye Bye
Enjoy your day and have fun!!!!

... ...

I practically flung my math just now. I only got 6 marks out of 10. Pathetic!!! I seriously need to start practicing math.

Now, I can't get into the mother tongue course. None of my frineds can get in too. What's wrong????!!!! I want to finish the course!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH

Now i have to sit in front of the computer and try to enrol myself every few minutes. What the... It's tedious!!!! Maybe, there's something wrong with my computer. I still can't get in. HOWWW... ... ...

And er... ...
Phoebe, i'm sorry i didn't link you. You link me first ok??? You know my blog address anyway. :D Thanks a million.

I'll go cool down for a while... Can't be acting like a time-bomb all the time.

"Tkae a deep breath in... breathe out... ... Breathe in... breath out... ... ... ..."

I'm so bored... ...

Happy belated birthday, Jo Ann!!! I'm sorry i forgot 'bout it!!! :(

I'm doing my e-learning now, and i finished the course before the allocated time. Sigh. Math course will be up next. The Dreaded math... ... I'm no good at math, and the quiz is counted in CA2. I am sooo dead!!

Anyway, I've gotta run since Math is coming up. I've got e-learning tomorrow as well. DANG!!!

Oh, and erm, ignore the timings of the post. It's mad. I didn't post anything at 1 something in the morning! I was sleeping. and, my e-learning's in the morning, not afternoon.

BYE BYE!! :)

Sports Carnival

Today was " Sports Carnival Day".
It was no fun at all. It was so hot!!!! And i got trashed in netball. :(
Melissa , Jia Wen and I spent most of our time playing UNO and talking....... We had lots of fun though.

Luckily, the carnival only lasted for half a day. (It was a replacement) Melissa and I went to BREEKS to eat after it ended and we were trying to finish all the food. We didn't feel very hungry - Probably ate too much potato wedges in school. Anyway, the food was great, and we bought something for Claudia.

Claudia, We have a surprise for you!!!! :) I hope you like it!!!!

Now, i have a new worry...

Today's the last day of my exam. and i got slaughtered like a pig in my a. maths, and physics paper. Now, i have to worry about my exam results.. which will obviously stink.

Anyways, before the exam, i went to the toilet with phoebe and ended up singing the national anthem outside the toilet..... that's the second time we sang the national anthem outside our class. 1st time was before the english paper. LOLs.

Right. i don't have to go to school tomorrow. YIPPEE!!!!!!

Jia Wen, jiayou! All the best for your paper(s) tomorrow!